I Was Begging

I am such a hypocrite
I lower myself to levels that shouldn't even exist

I have come to realize
that you are on your own in this world
people are going to target you
and you can not look up to everyone
that you thought would have no troubles
in this world

you are a man alone, and you will have to hunt to survive

Cleaning Up America

I hate you so much
that I wish you would stop saying
that you were going to kill yourself from time-to-time
and actually do it, you don't want to dissapoint anyone
now would you?
Cleaning Up American for Americans

As If I Were Unhinged

I had come across a piece of broccoli during my lunch hour today
It reminded me of a bush that would sit rather placidly in your yard
No wooden limbs, just differentiated colors of green throughout the shrubbery
and it looked so cute and dainty as it sat in the palm of my hand
I pushed my hands toward the faces surrounding me,
Knowing that no one thought I had lost it
I hesitated to eat it, but I was rather hungry
Yet I am always hungry and I tend to fill myself up with food
Because love makes me want to vomit

Nobody Said It Was Easy

If there was one song that you would have left here for me
I would have burned all the tracks and broke all the discs
but I can't bring myself to do it
because the words that they sing
are more beautiful than you could ever be

Vulnerable Won't Even Start

in less than 24 hours i almost fell for the same exact trap
nice try, you wont win, but my hopes were rather high
i'll be okay, it's people like you that make me stronger I guess
i just want you out of my life now, period.

Just To Remind You

Fell asleep in the (eyes) of someone different
I was short with my words which has never occurred before
You've given up on everyone so now you are left with that;
oh what a burn
I've seen brighter days, but dimmer skies

a Funeral Keeps Both of Us Apart

You've made me weak to my knees
I don't understand why I am still standing
Your mind was never made up

Wait For the Que

I tend to not trust anyone
Therefore I've hit the back burner
or I guess you could say
that I have been thrown in the fire
I'm not ready for this
and I don't intend to get prepared
You took my hand and made me promise
a better life
a better love
so I've given it my all

I'm Not Winning

I woke up this morning with the typical smile on my face

I don't understand why it takes only an instant to feel this way

I tend to not trust anyone

I am not a failure

yet I've failed you