Indesicive, was it?

let's worry
it feeds to draw a mountain
then climb
sometimes you might fall off the peak

Crash That

My heart is being occupied with something that could be true
I don't predict the future
and I don't look at the past
I open my heart to anyone
That may be my problem
cause I will live with some shame and some guilt

What's This?

A new Chapter
A new start
and I always swore that I wouldn't do this again
Call me a fool
I'm what you would call incoherent

Dreams Really Do Come True

What is the future going to be like?
Will time machines be something old?
Will heart failure be something that can easily be cured?//////

Believe Me When I Say

My words have never been clear;
My heart is sitting in a high nest,
and I pray to God that it does not plummet to the ground.
No one is looking after that heart,
and too many are trying to reach it,
and possibly dismantle it's barrier;
or maybe as I would prefer, venerate it's purpose for beating.
Ahh.. how becoming that would be..

Life is so Short

Death appeared to a fellow today

I wonder what was said at the gates

Only 2 people will ponder as hard

I'm here for everyone

and I am also guilty of making mistakes

Show the rest of the world what you are made of

So Unexpceted

Of coarse I've been lured in once again
I am playing a new role too
so everything isn't at once
we play the same things on each other.

It's a Routine

Everyday is the same
and I have a moment to myself where I feel everything at best
The outside has done so much for me
I don't have to hide anything
Months have changed
along with the seasons
and memories stayed
but personalities did not

Nothing By Heart

I write in short phrases
No one understands my words
No one can break down my statements
So to begin:
Leading on is displeaseing
but holding on isn't always the best thing to advise
in a world where one is moving away far from your heart

Walk it Off

I'm not a great friend

advantage shouldn't have been an option

but I chose the wrong things

I'm sorry

and I wish I hadn't taken things for granted 

Just when I feel so close

I'm the furthest thing away

Hello new heart

It's all of Nothing

I am late

I am laying here with no intentions of 

what to do

what to think

or what to wear

I thought that I didn't care as much anymore

I was either hiding it for awhile

or I was some sort of liar

You must understand

You have to understand me

I am scared

and I am very fragile

I can only handle but so much

and right now I can handle the fact that it's not me beside you

The doorway may be clear, but I see people rushing

This is no time for me to play with what I can get

This is the time for me to step up and stick out

and get what I came here for;

I've held close for so long.

Fuck Shit Up!

Wylin out!
Whoaaa!
All these things make me feel as if I am currently better than you
I do not want to pass out a speck of sympathy at times
That's a long way to go
That's a lot to be asking for
Maybe sometimes I feel the same
Make me stop
Because in a year I will be forgotten
and it's almost 100% guaranteed
or you heart back

You're out

You are cutting people out

I'm still here and it hasn't been long

tomorrow should turn out to be good

I have a lot of people to thank

for the things that circle through my life

everything is good

i just don't want you to leave

i day dream about laying beside you

until then, i have this stuffed animal

let's be honest

im a sucker for this

There is literally a first for everything..

HECTIC HECTIC HECTIC
Let me make sure I can spell these words
I can give a lot of meaning for them
I can give a lot of things in general
I can lose a lot of things
I can love a lot of things
Friends come and go
but I think this one might stay
Never getting my hopes that high again
they are always so hard to reach and pull back down
Love is the only four letter word that I would sound out right

I am in Love and I want to get out

It is pretty deranged to dream certain things
where people were being embedded into train tracks
how preposterous
how sudden to have to stop and think about where I am going in life
I'll walk over top of these people in hopes of not getting hit
I always felt as if I really didn't matter
I could walk away knowing that someone wouldn't stop me
Unless you are what they call the big steam rolling machine
Sometimes I don't know why I fool myself into believing there was a chance for anything
I have other things to look forward to
and I'm fairly uninvited to this
so I will stay here where I belong
in my warm-hearted body

Let's Get Original

It's becoming rather bitter and plaintive of how the government can kill you.
There is no empathy for anyone in this wretched world anymore.
Medicines and hospital bills are not a way to keep a spirit up, just the average life
Hold on tight to everything that you know that has value; take more benefit into the compassion you know you should have in everything that you adore.
There is always something that you can later regret.
Live through the nights
Live through this night
There is nothing more that I could ask for
My inspiration will die down but I know that I will have to keep my head up and know that you will be above the place where my actions take my control, and not down below where my feet walk on those who are despicable will lay in my triumph, but I know that you will expect more from me than ever.
I will learn to fight my own battles with love
and I will give everyone there chance
and I will be the best that I can be
just for you
I'm not sure how to tel you that you are the world to me
I love you,
Gladys R. Mason

It's Not Mine But I Want It

So short
So simple
Saying things aloud and not thinking anything of it
This fireball is really hot, I take it out and then put it back in my mouth for another round
I've gotten about 8 smush faces today by my dear friends
tonight is "apples to apples" night; we will see if I can attend
plans have been cleared a few times for the weekend
I will be pissed if I get bailed out
Lunch Detention, here we come

I'll Show You 2 Ways to Bleed

I'll lay it out for you..
my TV is playing really loud commercials
I saw a black guys dick by accident in English class
I've slept most of my day away
Sloppy joes are now a good source of food for me

I'm not really one for love anymore

She's On Your Mind

This is where all my memories go.
This is where all of my sorrow has it's chance to venture out into minds that I would never really care to see a reaction of.

This weekend was insane.
Friday I went to Charlotte Courthouse and watched I Am The Kid and Adrienne perform along with many other acts. It was classic.

SaturdayI went to Danville with Patrick and Kristin; we rode with Brandi and Chris. It was quite the adventure... My car battery died Saturday night/Sunday Morning!

Ihop was relaxing..